Hi, my name is Mary, this blog is about our journey through loss, infertility and accepting a life without children.

Our World, by Sidharth and Nikhil. Friday, February 19, 2010. What do I want when I grow up. I want to be a house-builder, a car-maker, and traffic officer when I grow up. Nikhil wants a Chevy Malibu when he grows up. He wants to be a window-builder when he grows up. Thursday, February 18, 2010.

Saturday, August 6, 2011. From 3 to 4 but so much more. In fact, the last time we posted we were only a family of three. Well that has changed with the arrival of Henry Thomas Polzin on May 4th. 32 AM weighing 7 lbs 3 oz and 20 inches long Mommy was a trouper and brought Henry through in record time. Max loved Henry right from the start. Max showed off in the pool.

I hope to share with you my adventure. Sunday, May 31, 2015. What does this have to do with cooking? Kale, Arugula, Sorrel, Tatsoi, Spinach, Spring Greens, Red and Green Lettuce and Salad Turnips.

Wednesday, December 31, 2014. Ringing in the New Year. and to the contrary it was one of those beautiful, peaceful, relaxing dining experiences! Always ready for a fresh start.